A Different Road

It has been 2 months today since I lost my husband, and I was forced onto this road I must travel called Widowhood.

I am sure I must have been in the state of shock for the first 6 weeks, as his death was totally unexpected. I have been through the whole range of emotions, questions, doubts, guilt, sadness, confusion, hollowness in the pit of my stomach, lack of energy, and lack of appetite.

I received a letter in the mail inviting me to a grief and bereavement support meetings. I have gone twice now and feel it is has very beneficial for me to be able to relate to others in like circumstances.

I know that the Lord is my strength and my source, and He will see me through, although at times knowing it in my head and feeling it in my heart is 2 different things.

This blog will be the story of my journey. If sometime in the future I decide to allow others to read it, I pray it can be of some help to those who find themselves in similar situations.